If you could just look back
Turn back the hands of time
I believe you would do it differently
I believe it was not your intention to hurt me
Its my fault that I’m just too gullible
I know that you have a heart
Yes it took time to get here
Where I am able to say its okay
Yes I still cry about it at times
But I now understand
That maybe the hurt would be more serve
Had we kept going
Without a map or compass to guide our steps
I hated you for a while but I never really hated you
I was just surpassing all the pain using anger
Glad I let that go
It was too heavy to bear
Hating the one whom was able to make my mouth curve
I am now able to associate your name with good things
I know that you didn’t want to hurt me
And that it just happened but I hope that
Just as I learned
You have learned to never use your words
As an opener to open up hearts
And then leave them opened but unfilled
Not everyone is going to be so forgiving
You were lucky that I am scared of blood
Or you would be having scars
To resemble the ones on my heart
Maybe I am that over it yet
I am heading there
Give me time
I will get there
I am on the right path