I know better now

If you could just look back

Turn back the hands of time

I believe you would do it differently

I believe it was not your intention to hurt me

Its my fault that I’m just too gullible 

I know that you have a heart

Yes it took time to get here

Where I am able to say its okay

Yes I still cry about it at times

But I now understand

That maybe the hurt would be more serve 

Had we kept going

Without a map or compass to guide our steps

I hated you for a while but I never really hated you 
I was just surpassing all the pain using anger

Glad I let that go

It was too heavy to bear

Hating the one whom was able to make my mouth curve

I am now able to associate your name with good things

I know that you didn’t want to hurt me

And that it just happened but I hope that

Just as I learned 

You have learned to never use your words

As an opener to open up hearts

And then leave them opened but unfilled

Not everyone is going to be so forgiving

You were lucky that I am scared of blood

Or you would be having scars

To resemble the ones on my heart

Maybe I am that over it yet

I am heading there

Give me time

I will get there

I am on the right path